Heaven or Hell?
Commentary by Roger Oakland
Understand The Times International: Roger Oakland Ministries
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I can
recall the experience as if
it happened yesterday. It
was a sub-zero night in the
winter of 1961. I was
fourteen years old. A large
number of people had
gathered in a school
auditorium to hear a
high-powered evangelist from
Ontario, Canada speak. His
topic was about heaven and
hell.
I had gone to the “Crusade”
because my mother wanted me
to go with her. Although I
had attended church
regularly as a child, this
meeting was different than
any I had been to before.
All night, the evangelist
paced back and forth on the
platform yelling at the top
of his voice. He vividly
presented hell as a burning
inferno in contrast with a
beautiful heaven with
streets paved in gold. At
the end of the meeting, he
asked if anyone who was
there wanted to go to heaven
to lift a hand. As
“everyone’s head was bowed
and eyes were closed,” I
lifted my hand up cautiously
above my head. Of course, I
did not want to go to hell.
Who did?
Then the evangelist said
something that surprised me.
He asked those who had
lifted their hands to stand
up and walk to the front of
the auditorium. “You must
make a public stand if you
are going to follow Jesus,”
he bellowed. “Get up out of
your chairs and walk down to
the front of this auditorium
and get saved.”
My heart seemed to stop
beating. Is he talking about
me? How could I do that?
There are classmates here
who know me. They will think
I’m completely crazy! These
and other thoughts shot
through my mind. The
evangelist made two more
emotional appeals, each time
his words were more
intimidating. Still I sat
glued to my chair, my feet
stuck to the floor and my
heart thumping.
It was at that moment that
something dramatic happened.
An old lady who was seated
immediately behind me tapped
me on the shoulder and
whispered hoarsely in my
ear: “Sonny, I saw that you
put your hand up,” she said.
“God wants you to go to the
front and get saved. You
don’t want to burn in hell
do you?”
I had already been in a
state of trauma. Now I was
in a fit of despair.
Feelings of anger gripped
me. I felt like I had been
tricked and manipulated by
the evangelist. Suddenly I
jumped out of my chair
leaving my mother behind. I
bolted to the back of the
auditorium, forced open the
door and ran non-stop a
mile-and-a-half home
freezing my hands and feet.
Even now as I relive this
experience, the same
emotions replay in my mind.
After running home from the
evangelist’s plea to accept
Christ, I continued to run,
not from the evangelist, but
from God and the Bible. I
ran for another sixteen
years. It was not until I
was thirty years of age that
I realized I had made a
serious mistake. I
discovered the Bible was
true and then accepted the
sacrifice Jesus made for me
on the cross of Calvary.
Although the evangelist and
the little old lady in the
high school auditorium may
have been wrong in the way
they challenged and
manipulated me, I discovered
later in life what they had
to say about making a
personal choice of where to
spend eternity was true.
Although I have nothing
against evangelists, my
personal belief is that
every believer should share
the gospel with others
without using pressure and
manipulation.
That’s called being a
witness for Jesus Christ.
Have you given it a try?